Blick!!!!!

First time am blogging and i dont really know how to put what my heart feels to paper but here's an attempt.
Am the kind that fears or hesitates to trust people yet am a sucker for love(weird combination i know). but yah.
I guess one might say that I've been hurt many times or been disappointment alot ...thats true. but not by species of the opposite sex necessarily. As a result am not the kind thats enthusiastic to make friends(call it make the first move). Its not a very good trait and i dont really like it. But one thing am certain of, is that i am a young woman after God's heart. If that is the only good trait my hearts bares then am proud of it none the less. I believe there is not better feeling than to love and be loved in return. And how much more by the Author of LOVE!!!!
I am blessed to know Him because in Him my insecurities, trust issues and all the garbage my heart hordes is completely invisible and insignificant. This year my family lost 4 people- sudden deaths and its only June...and i must admit at some point i felt like God didnt love us anymore but He came, wiped our tears and walked us through that shadow. What greater love is there??
I can not fathom His love for you and i. Its awesome. He is the reason i have survived soooooooo many blows and stubs from friends, family, classmates...anyone. Even that taxi conductor that cheats me....God led me through that.
thats all i can say for now...this being my first blog and am abit "nervous" hehehehehehe.
PS: God loves you!!
xoxo